HEEEEREEEES, RICHIE!!!!

Yes, I am BACK!!!, after a long absense the madman is finally unleashed back among the blogging world!!! So I hope you all had a fantastic Chrimbo and a drunken new years, I was pissed as a walrus on Whiskey Chasers....even though I was actually drinking Vodka and cokes....Hmmmm, never a good idea, especially mixing them with Rum alchopops...Ok so what were the casualties of such a night....well, when you look in a mirror and don't like what looks back at you....the mirror shatters via a swift punch to it's pane of reflection....one casualty....Casualty number 2, a nice glass covered picture in the bathroom, one swift punch to the center of the pane, and BOOM! no more picture glass...well, with the exception of the bits in my knuckles.....I guess what I am trying to say is....I am traveling that dark road again with very little light that lights the way...each path is scary and undiscovered to me and I am now on a stronger sedative like Anti Depressant issued by doctor death...ok ok, the GP :) still, I am on such a spiral of a rollercoaster when it comes to my emotions right now...friends help alot, but they can't be round me all the time can they?...

Anyway, I am trying so hard to get better, I hate this Dark side of myself so much but he refuses to leave, oh damn you, damn you damn you to hell, let the light return!!!....

My little boy is doing really well, still a really proud Daddy, but I worry that I might harm him....My partner is so supportive, and I love her to bits, but she should'nt have to put up with all this.....

I will do my best to keep you all posted much more regular than I did before, my Radio show is now 24/7 so go tune in, just completed show number 48, so it's going very well, it's the time when I feel like my old self again...Rob is still a great help being there, the men in white coats would have trouble putting up with me lol

Still thats it from me now, I shall speak again soon....wish me luck on my voyage to recovery...

Rich